90-to-40: The "Did List"

Day 81:

Rest assured, I am completely aware of my humanity. Yet I am reminded daily by personal battles with myself.

I didn't get enough accomplished...
I should have replied faster to that email...
I need to go to bed earlier...
I didn't get to the gym again...
That conversation made me feel yucky...

Whatever it is that DIDN'T get done, didn't handle correctly, or didn't say... reminds me I am human. And I think, "I'm almost 40. I should be better at life by now."

90-to-40: Imperfect Me

Day 82
I started today by jumping out of bed and eagerly getting showered and dressed to go pick up K.J. from the airport. I was ready to go an hour early. I couldnt wait to see him.

Then, I fell asleep watching TV. His text to let me know the plane had landed in St. Louis woke me. 

Dang it! The first thought in my mind was, "I'm never going to live this down."